I am tired of being nice. If you are sick, in a crap relationship, or just depressed, please don't be my friend, use my kindness, and forget that I exist, or make plans to do stuff but then back out, or just decide that I'm a good friend when things are rough it's ok to go back to your old ones and talk shit behind my back.
And the whole just not speaking to me thing is immature. We're in our 20's not teens.
If you want to be a friend, a real true friend, then act like it.
I guess I'm writing b/c of insomnia and stress. I have a guest for a few days: Brent's friend Tyler who's emailed me or something at least every other day since his passing. His girlfriend was a butt face and dumped him the week he was going to propose. I told him he could come here to get out of dodge and he took me up on it immediately. He's a good kid, almost 22, and doesn't deserve this crap but how many good people deserve the crap they're dealt?
Saw Hairspray the other night and I highly recommend it. Really funny and a good plot honestly. I watched Marie Antoinette the other night and I actually felt sorry for the girl. I wish I had at least one of those dresses though. So pretty to see Versailles almost empty. Those Copolla's...
Tomorrow we're going to the mall, underground, and ice skating. We were going to do 6 flags but turns out neither of us like roller coasters. But we love to skate! Will may or may not come. This will be kind of a test. I can't date someone who can't skate.
I wish I could talk about what's really upsetting me on top of everything else but I'll just say that I feel EXTREMELY used and hurt. On top of it, my parents were the ones who pointed it out.
In other news: I bought some topsiders and a pair of shorts. My first pair of shorts in 10 years and I get to take them back b/c we're not going to 6 flags yay!
Lily is here and adjusting. So much better than "the bean" as my dad refers to her. Except she has worms, which gross me out.
Obama's father converted to Islam but Obama himself is a member of the Church if Christ. Just an fyi. Still won't vote for him though. He has minimal experience in politics compared to the other Dem candidates.
This is the plight of the good girl. Every guy says, "I just wish I could meet a 'good girl'". But when said guy, call him Ted, meets said good girl, Tina, and finds out her morals, way of life, whatever, he's no longer interested b/c he knows he won't get any. Now some girls will say the same thing, "I just want a good guy" when they don't really. I do want a "good guy" I don't care about looks except for teeth and weight. And height I guess. I'm, 5'2" so it would be nice for some one to be taller. As far as weight goes, just healthy is great. Anyway, I'm a "good girl" so I know the second sentence to be true and quite disheartening. I test people, like Ted, until they ask what I believe and when I tell them, I get, "oh that's admirable" and the sparkle in their eyes disappears. So sad but so low at the same time. Yes I realize it's very hard not to preserve yourself but it's called discipline and takes a lot of faith. However, the majority of girls out there have no problem with not waiting. So pick one of those. I'm probably one in a million, it's my decision, and I’m proud of it. I'm just saying, guys, stop fooling yourself. The majority of you don't really want a good girl and you probably don't even have the discipline and faith it takes to keep one.
So that's my rant of the day. I went to sleep at 8 on the couch and woke up an hour ago. I made myself a really good dinner though. Baked chicken with wishbone dressing, garlic powder, and cracked black pepper, a baked potato in the oven, fresh asparagus, and rolls. It was yummy. I resigned my lease earlier today. My rent is going up by almost $100. But I’m getting a little bit of a break since I went to UA and all ;) I want one of those boxes Brooke, my bag had peanut everything in it and I’m allergic + I like the boxes. If it goes up again next year, I’ll have to move or get a roomie. Or maybe I’ll be married! Haha, jk :) My dad is coming tomorrow with Lillian! I miss my puppy. She doesn't need to be running around the yard anymore b/c she has such bad knees (it's a shi-tzu thing). He wants to see this exhibit at Emory. He takes forever in museums. I just go through but he and my mom like to stop and read everything. I'll probably bring a book and read on Emory's poor excuse of a quad.
1 How long, O LORD ? Will you forget me forever?
How long will you hide your face from me?
2 How long must I wrestle with my thoughts
and every day have sorrow in my heart?
How long will my enemy triumph over me?
3 Look on me and answer, O LORD my God.
Give light to my eyes, or I will sleep in death;
4 my enemy will say, "I have overcome him,"
and my foes will rejoice when I fall.
5 But I trust in your unfailing love;
my heart rejoices in your salvation.
6 I will sing to the LORD,
for he has been good to me.
1 The fool says in his heart,
"There is no God."
They are corrupt, their deeds are vile;
there is no one who does good.
2 The LORD looks down from heaven
on the sons of men
to see if there are any who understand,
any who seek God.
3 All have turned aside,
they have together become corrupt;
there is no one who does good,
not even one.
4 Will evildoers never learn—
those who devour my people as men eat bread
and who do not call on the LORD ?
5 There they are, overwhelmed with dread,
for God is present in the company of the righteous.
6 You evildoers frustrate the plans of the poor,
but the LORD is their refuge.
7 Oh, that salvation for Israel would come out of Zion!
When the LORD restores the fortunes of his people,
let Jacob rejoice and Israel be glad!
1 LORD, who may dwell in your sanctuary?
Who may live on your holy mountain?
2 Those whose walk is blameless,
who do what is righteous,
who speak the truth from their hearts;
3 who have no slander on their tongues,
who do their neighbors no wrong,
who cast no slur on others;
4 who despise those whose ways are vile
but honor whoever fears the LORD;
who keep their oaths even when it hurts;
5 who lend money to the poor without interest
and do not accept bribes against the innocent.
Whoever does these things
will never be shaken.
I need a job. Resume and refs vailable upon request.
*Correction to last post: it's Zwinky, not Twinky.*
*EDIT: Some of the questions still had the answers of the person I stole this from. It's all me now*
Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed?
Maybe, it was at a hospice in Texas.
Have you ever punched a tree?
No...That's the weirdest question ever.
Do you believe that if you want something bad enough you'll get it?
I believe that God has a plan for all of us. It may not be what we want but it's His plan. I know I wanted Brent to get better more than anything and he didn't so I guess my answer would be no.
Do you have a sixth sense?
Definitely and I think it freaks people out.
Do you watch a lot of tv?
My tv is on all the time for my cat so I guess I do by default.
Have you tried ecstacy?
Kill or Be killed?
Break someones heart or Have your heart broken?
Never sleep or Never eat?
Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off of?
My Brent, I hope he's picking someone new for me who is just as good as him, if possible.
Would you ever get a tattoo?
Who was the last person you had a dream about?
I hardly remember my dreams.
Are you a morning person or a night person?
Have you ever gotten a hickey?
Yes, and I hope it NEVER happens again.
Are you dating anyone?
Do you fall asleep easily?
Have you ever kissed in the rain?
Do you eat like a pig?
I do at night. That means I'm going to be fat when I get older right?
Are you there for your friends?
Yes, I've always tried to be. I'm the shoulder to cry on and I think that some people can't handle the fact that I can't be that shoulder right now.
Do you shower every day?
Do you like to spend time with people?
Of course! Especially my bffs and family.
Drunk dialer or texter?
I think I've done both but not often
Are you hungry?
No, I had half a bag of Bertoli with extra asparagus.
Are you a forgiving person?
I am. I hate grudges. They're uneccessary and immature.
Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
I blink so I guess both.
Do you drink every weekend?
Would you ever share a girl/boy with your best friend?
Are you talking to anyone while doing this?
No, I'm alone :(
Do you want a relationship right now?
I'm lonely so yes, but don't think it will be easy. I'm ready but it took Brent a lot of work to win me over. And I hate being hit on.
What are you about to do?
Order a book from amazon
This is way TMI!!
But what the hell is Twinky? I'm so sick of those commercials. "Be anyone, get twinky, get twinky". Make it stoooooppppp!!!!
Six years ago.....2001
1.) How old were you?: 18-19
2.) Where did you go to school? BHS-UA
3.) Where did you work?: Nowhere
4.) Where did you live?: With my dad
5.) Where did you hang out? In the yearbook room, Mrs. Todd's office - the Ferg
6.) Did you wear glasses? Yep and contacts
7.) Who was your best friend(s): Kimberly Herndon and Heather Thomas
8.) How many tattoos did you have?: 0
9.) How many piercings did you have?: Just my ears
10.) What car did you drive?: 1995 Mazda Protege
11.) Had you been to a real party? Nope
12.) Had You had your heart broken?: No
-------------3 years ago----------2004
1.) How old were you? 21
2.) Where did you go to school?: University of Alabama
3.) Where did you work? Nowhere...I was a lazy bum.
4.) Where did you live?: T-town and home with dad.
5.) Where did you hang out? The ferg, my aunt's, Roly Poly
6.) Did you wear glasses?: Yep and contacts
7.) Who were your best friend(s)?: Leslie Hill, Heather Thomas, Jennifer Harris, Wendy D'Agostino
9.) How many tattoos did you have.?: 0
10.) How many piercings did you have?: My ears
11) What car did you drive?: 1999 Honda Civic
12) Had your heart broken?: No
13. Single/Taken/Married/Divorced: single
1.) How old are you?: 24
2.) Where do you work?: Institute of Public Health
3.) Where do you live?: Lincoln at Decatur apts
4.) Do you wear glasses? Yep and contacts
5.) Who are your close friends? Leslie, Heather, Jerica, Allison, Nikki, um lots more...
6.) Do you talk to your old friends? Yes, some
7.) How many piercings do you have?: ears
8.) How many tattoos?: 0
9.) What kind of car do you have? 1999 Honda Civic
10.) Has your heart been broken?: Yes
11.)Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?: Single, a widowed fiancee if there is such a thing.
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